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« Thread Started on May 31, 2009, 4:33am »

Adam hadn’t gone back to his apartment, instead he’d gone out and bought new clothes and got changed in a washroom. He wasn’t ready to go home again, he wasn’t even sure he’d be comfortable enough to sleep in it after what had happened. He would have gone to his uncles place, but he didnt want to have him constantly worried about him when he should be taking care of himself.

He stopped his car outside the diner, it was still open and serving a few costumers, and then got out heading in and getting a booth. Daniel wasn’t there yet, but that was okay, he wasn’t hungry enough to order anything anyway and just got a water.

While he waited he looked around the place and then down at the empty space across from him where the bench was waiting for Daniel. He wasn’t sure if all this was a good idea and he wouldnt be surprised if Daniel cancelled on him, after what he’d told him, the poor man had gone through enough. He pulled out his phone to check and see if he got a call or a text but no one had. Sighing he leaned back on the booth bench and closed his eyes for a second...
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« Reply #1 on Jun 1, 2009, 4:37am »

Daniel had sat there spun his cell phone around his desk so many times, wanting to call and cancel dinner but he could bring himself to call the number. Sure he brought it up a couple of times but never hit the call button. His knee was getting the best of him tonight and all he wanted to do was lay in bed. A few moments passed before he reached over and grabbed the orange bottle from the nightstand. After taken a vicodin, he crawled out of the bed, he slid on black tee shirt. He didn't feel like changing out of the black track pants he was wearing.

He limped out into the living room and grabbed his leather coat, wallet and keys. Once he got into his Outback, he took the twenty minute drive to the dinner where Adam asked him to meet him. Sure he was running a little late but traffic was traffic and he wasn't sure at first if he should show up or not. But here he was, walking into the dinner against his better judgement. Daniel had been rough on Adam last time they spoke and he still felt like a jackass because of it.

Daniel carefully moved into the bench and looked slowly up at Adam. "Sorry I'm late.." He said quietly. His hand moving to lay keys on the table, he just hoped he wasn't too late and that everything would go better this time around. Daniel wasn't feeling all that hungry and had a feeling it was just his nerves acting up. The pain killer had kicked in so his leg wasn't hurting at the moment which he was thankful for
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« Reply #2 on Jun 1, 2009, 5:16am »

Adam could have sworn he’d only closed his eyes for a second but then Daniel’s apologetic voice drifted this ears and he opened them slowly and looked over at him. He straightened up a bit and blushed a little, feeling bad for sleeping while he waited.

“It – its okay,” he told him voice matching Daniel’s quiet tone. “Glad your here.” He looked down at his water for a minute then up at Daniel again.

“I – I didnt order anything, wanted to wait... for you,” he said, his finger reaching out and lightly taping the straw in his glass. “If – are – are you hungry? Maybe – maybe your not, maybe I – I should have picked a better place to go...” He looked nervously around the diner and then back down at his glass of water.

“I – I just thought it’d be nice to go back to the place where we – we first met,” he told him and then shrugged one shoulder. “Every time we try and make plans at the pizza place you keep recommending, it seems something bad happens...” He shivered at the memory of being kidnapped and at the panic of Daniel getting into the car accident.

“Although this place doesn’t have the best memories at – at least one thing good came of it...” he mentioned and then finally looked up at Daniel. “I – I met you.”
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« Reply #3 on Jun 1, 2009, 6:03pm »

Daniel had noticed Adam's eyes were closed, he knew how hard it was for him to sleep after he went through something like Adam had. Mac had to drag him home at the end of the work day and fought to get him to sleep. Even at Mac's apartment, Daniel didn't feel safe. It was why he spoke quietly, he didn't want to startle Adam if he was indeed resting there and it wasn't something Daniel could hold against him. At least he didn't find Adam sound asleep with his head in a plate food then he would have had to make a few jokes about that.

A nod of his head was given to Adam's words. For while Daniel wasn't sure if he was going to show up or not, he had laid in bed playing with his cell phone but in the end he had ended up coming. The last thing he wanted was to upset Adam anymore even it was hurting him because he wasn't sure what to do anymore. At some point, he wasn't sure when but he choice to just do whatever it took to make Adam happy and maybe in time his own emotions would settle down.

"You didn't have to wait for me if you were hungry. I'm kinda of hungry, shall we get a couple of menus and order something?" He suggested. Daniel thought about just ordering something light and easy on the stomach. A milkshake was sounded good to him at this point though and this place had some pretty good ones. "This place is fine and at least we both made it here in one piece." He joked a little, it just seemed like anytime they tried something like this something ended up happening.

"I ended up wearing chocolate milk on my pants until I got back to the lab to changed. Startled you really good that day. Still surprises me how people get Mac and I mixed up, I don't look that much like him. I seen the photos and I look more like other mother than he does." Daniel said, trying to find something they could talk about without bringing up painful memories.
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« Reply #4 on Jun 1, 2009, 6:36pm »

“Menu’s sound good,” Adam agreed and waved to the waitress over asking for two menus. She went off to go and get some and he looked back at Daniel when he continued to speak. He shook his head at the joke Daniel made about all the attempts they’d both had at trying to get together for dinner and never having that chance, it was weird like some unexplainable force trying to keep them apart.

“I – I felt really bad about that chocolate milk thing,” he admitted, going red at the memory. “I – I honestly thought you were the Boss – er – Mac... I – I was so nervous.” He shrugged a little when Daniel brought up the two of them looking alike and watched as the waitress came back with their menus and he thanked her and opened his.

“I – I couldn’t tell you what it is about the two of you that made it so hard to see you weren’t Mac,” he told him with a shrug. “I – I see the differences now though, didnt see it then.” He bit his lip and then shook his head at another memory.

“I – I was still so nervous around you, I – I can remember you telling me to stop being that way, and then – I dont know what happened... guess I just stopped somehow,” he said and smiled before looking back down at the menu. “Any idea on what you want? I... I might get a chocolate milk if you – you arent worried I’ll spill it on you this time?”
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« Reply #5 on Jun 2, 2009, 3:32am »

Daniel picked up the menu and barely paid attention to it. His attention span wasn't the best of them right now nor was really up for eating but he was tired of Mac getting on his case about not eating. At least he had a someone here who could tell Mac that he was eating. Daniel wasn't sure who or what had tried to keep them apart and for a while he letting that get to him. It had been a sign for him that this was meant to be and that is why he was having a hard time allowing himself to fall back in love with Adam even though a part of him really wanted that.

"Don't worry about it. It's not like it's paint or anything that stains." He said, Daniel had chuckled about that day a few times in the past. His pants were easy to clean and there was no sign of the chocolate milk ever being there. "A lot of people tend to do that so your not the only one. I thought I almost gave the new lab tech a heart attack before I vanished. Maybe I should write on my forward head, I'm not Mac. so people can stop being so nervous around me." He shrugged his shoulders as he joked.

"I'm not sure myself but I tend to have fun with it now and then. I been trying to work on getting his voice down so I can scare a few more people just for the heck of it." Daniel did have a playful side to him at times. It tended to come out when he was bored or really tired, it was easy for the little kid in him to come out during those times.

"You just got use to me and comfortable around me." He said before looking down at the menu after Adam asked what he wanted. Daniel wasn't really sure what to order, food wasn't really on his mind at the moment but he knew had to try to eat or he would never hear the end of it. "I think so. I'm not worried about the chocolate milk, have a blast with it. Thinking of a milkshake myself. I could use something sweet."
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« Reply #6 on Jun 2, 2009, 4:05am »

“Well there wouldn’t be much of a point if you put his name on your forehead, now would there?” Adam joked. “Especially if – if say you did get his voice down pact and came up behind people freaking them out... I’d be – I’d be screwed, wouldn’t I? You’d probably end up wearing half my – my lunch, nevermind just my chocolate milk... if you did it to me. Or maybe you’d do it so often I’d have the Boss wearing chocolate milk when he actually came up behind me...” He bit his lip at the dangerous thought of being fooled by Daniel and it turning out to be Mac.

“Maybe I – I did,” he said, agreeing with Daniel when he said he got comfortable around him. “Suppose though if – if we hadn’t have met and we met in the lab – I’d – I’d probably still be just as nervous with you as I am still with Mac.” He looked down at the menu, scanning over the prices and the food.

“Chocolate milkshake, that sounds good,” he told him with a nod. “Ooh, look at the desserts. Apple crumble and strawberry cheese cake...” He felt guilty for jumping to the dessert section but after Daniel mentioned the word ‘sweet’, Adam’s own sweet tooth started to beg for something delicous, though he knew he should be watching his weight.

“You – you – uh just getting the milkshake?” he asked, not wanting to cast the first stone into dessert. “Think I – I might get the chocolate milk and maybe the cheese cake...” He closed his menu and then looked up as the waitress came over to take their order and without giving it another thought he ordered it and waited for Daniel to order his...
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« Reply #7 on Jun 7, 2009, 4:20am »

"I guess you are right about that." Daniel couldn't help the grin that came across his face as Adam talked about what he could do. Unlike Mac, Daniel enjoyed playing pranks now and then. At times it was like Mac was north and Daniel was south on a compass, they had a lot in common but then there were things like this that made them different. With what Adam said he could do really put that thought into his mind and he could have a lot of fun doing that if he got Mac's voice down. Just to see Mac wearing chocolate milk would be worth it, he chuckled a little at the thought of it. This side wasn't one that came out often but when it did there was always a price to be paid.

Daniel hoped that Adam had got comfortable around him, it made him feel better just thinking that was the case. Daniel had a large heart and when he loved someone, it was with great love. Those were things that often got him in trouble. It took him a while to truly fall in love with someone, he gave a little piece here and there. One thing he didn't like to do was hurt those in his life so that kept him back from doing somethings and made it harder on himself at times. "I'm sure we would have managed to get you unnervous around me if that had been the case. I'm more laid back then my brother or have the Marine background to make me as tough as him."

A slight shake of his head was given when Adam jumped over the dinner part of their plan and went straight to dessert. "Skipping dinner are we?" He teased. Daniel loved desserts but lately he been trying to cut back because he couldn't go out running like he used to burn off all those calories. A shrug of his shoulders was given, Daniel wasn't sure what he was going to order yet and was thankful when Adam stepped up to place his order first. By the time the younger male was done, he had a fair idea of what he wanted.

"The baked chicken breast, fries and corn. Chocolate mikshake and a brownie." He wasn't sure if he could eat all that but if he took the part he couldn't eat home, it would keep Mac off his back about not eating.
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« Reply #8 on Jun 8, 2009, 1:24am »

“That sounded good,” Adam said feeling guilty for getting dessert instead of a meal. “Probably shouldn’t have skipped dinner.” He looked down at the table and then back up, glancing around the diner before settling his gaze back on the table again.

“You – You have any plans for the summer?” he asked quietly, finally looking up at Daniel. “Gonna take a few days off or go somewhere out of state for vacation? Or just be like Mac and never leave the lab? I – I think he considers the lab his vacation and I’ve only seen him take a day off once... and he spent that day working.” He looked up as the waitress returned with their food and Adam practically drooled over the cheese cake placed down in front of him and looked at the chocolate milk, moving it closer to him.

“This better not end up on your pants,” he joked taking a sip and putting it back down. “That would be just our luck.”
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« Reply #9 on Jun 8, 2009, 5:38am »

"Just picking on you." Daniel had just ordered regular food so that he can get away with Mac not asking if he had ate tonight or not. He had been barely eating these past few weeks and Mac had taken noticed. Nothing like a older protective brother but it wasn't something Daniel would give up for the world. "Eat what you like. I'm sure somewhere cheese cake is thought of as dinner." He said, hoping to make Adam feel better about things.

"No plans for the summer, vaction are not really my thing. I would end up finding doing some kind of work during a vaction. I don't like downtime too much, rather keep busy." Daniel wasn't happy where his life had gone. At this point in his life, he thought he would be raising a little on with someone he loved more than anything. Everything felt upset down and if he kept busy then he wouldn't have to think about all the things he had screwed up. "Might just become a lab rat like Mac." A slight shrug of his shoulders was given.

"I think Mac works so hard because there are some many people depending on him and plus he is the boss. When your in charge of something that doesn't shut down, work is almost non stop for you." Daniel was sure that was the case besides if his brother had someone to vaction with than he could see Mac taking one. After all taking a vaction alone isn't all that fun.

Daniel glanced down at his food, still not all that hungry but he knew he had to eat a little. His hand picked up the milkshake and took a sip from it. "I hope not. Don't got a spare pair in the truck."
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« Reply #10 on Jun 8, 2009, 3:50pm »

“I – I think you should always bring a spare just in case,” Adam said to Daniel about having spare pants. “Especially if the two of us are going out to eat or if you plan on speaking like your brother just to scare people. Maybe a shirt as well, you never know what could happen.” He took a bite of his cheese cake and smiled at how tasty it was.

“I hope your right,” he said, waving his fork around as he spoke. “I – I hope somewhere cheese cake is seen as a meal.” He took another small bite and drank from his chocolate milk looking over at Daniel.

“N - Not that hungry?” he asked almost nervously nodding towards where his food was not really touched. He bit his lower lip and looked around the diner for a minute before back at Daniel.

“It’s probably none of my business anymore... but can I – I ask what’s wrong? What’s on your mind?” he said quietly. “You always looked like you had the weight of the world on your shoulders but now it looks like its – its the weight of the universe too.”
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« Reply #11 on Jun 8, 2009, 10:16pm »

"Guess I should keep a overnight bag in my truck again, we a couple pairs of clothing just in case." He joked a little when Adam told him about how he should bring a spare . If he was going to the voice thing with Adam, he would have to make sure there was no liquid in his hand or to keep his distance if there was. He didn't want to explain why his pants or shirt was wet afterwards. Daniel picked up one of the fries and started to munch on it.

His eyes watching the younger male as he worked at his cheese cake before looking down at his food. Lost in his thoughts for a moment, wondering and thinking about a few things. When Adam asked if he wasn't hungry, his eyes looked back up. "Kinda of but Mac would be on my case when he gets off work. Better to bring home a doggy bag then to get the all the questions and worry." When something was bothering him, sleep was the first thing he had trouble with then food just didn't appeal to him.

Daniel had picked up and fork and was poking the corn, eating a little of it. At first he didn't address with what Adam had asked or how it said he was always carring the weight of the world on his shoulders. "Just thouhgt my life would be so different at this point in time. None of this is what I had planned and some of it I didn't even want. I wanted to be settled down with someone I love, raising a family, retired from work writting books or something close to it. Guess this life is starting to wear me down, getting hurt off and on, not knowing if the next time I get hurt will be the last time."
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« Reply #12 on Jun 9, 2009, 4:27am »

“You know, even if you bring home a doggy back the boss is still going to question it,” Adam said and then wished he hadn’t spoken at all. “I – I mean, yeah, he’ll see you with the bag of food but he’ll wonder how much of it you really ate while you were here, right? And he probably wont say anything – although maybe he will – and he might peak at it, or question you about it... still... maybe I – I’m wrong.”

Ask and you shall recieve. Adam stayed quiet while Daniel spoke about his life and what was on his mind, he almost wished now he hadn’t asked the question. He nervously looked away from Daniel and down at his cheese cake, his turn to poke at his food.

“You – You still have time to change things around,” he said quietly, his voice dry as he spoke. “You’re still young Daniel, I – I know you’ll find someone who will make you just as happy as you desreve and believe me, you desreve it.” He poked at his food for a minute before looking up at him again, his heart wished to reach out to him again, to hold him, but it wasn’t his place anymore.

“Are...” he closed his eyes and then opened them, his hands nervously twirling the fork between his fingers. “I – I just... I – I guess I need – want – want to know if – are we okay? I – I mean as friends... because... if we aren’t... then – then I’m – I’m sorry and if – if you want me to leave...” He paused and cleared his throat. “Or if you want me to never speak to you again I – I can understand. I – I know you said you need time and that – and that you probably were going cancel tonight... I just... I just dont know why you came... I was such a jerk, no, I was an ass... and yet... yet your here.”
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« Reply #13 on Jun 9, 2009, 8:31am »

Daniel knew Adam was right about that but he knew things would be worse if he came home empty handed and with the dish washer empty. Mac would be asking more questions about him eating. "He gets a little too worried.. no matter how many times I ttry to show him that he doesn't has to worry so much." With Daniel, he didn't like people worrying about him at all but then again he had given everyone who know him, plenty of reasons to. The way he lived his life was something he was used and knew when to ease up from working even though people found that hard to believe. "Thought I would eat enough or put enough in the doggy bag just in case he wanted to check up on me. He is going to question it until he can seem me eating more regularly and not really poking at meals or skipping them."

There was so much on his mind and eating away him that food just lost it's appeal to him and he was barely touching coffee. Work and keeping busy was the only way he could get away from those. Daniel hadn't even told Mac about this, sure he said a little bit about things. Even told Mach he felt like he was screw up or something along those lines. "I really just don't know Adam, I ended screwing things up or losing them. I just don't think it was ever truly meant to be. I was such a jerk to you and it's been eating away at me. I can't forgive myself for what I did."

Daniel eyes had dropped back down to his plate. "Max asked if you said anything in the park. Told her that you said, you love her. I thought you might have been happier with her, I heard bits and pieces of what was going on between you two. Don't think she brought it at all though." He listen as Adam started to sound nervous, the younger male had a way of trailing off his words when he got nervous about something. "I think we are okay.. You have nothing to be sorry about. All this is my fault. I went chasing after something because I needed answers but just ended up getting hurt in the end. Became a jerk towards you when I returned because my heart was broken into tiny pieces."

He just shook his head at Adams words. "Your not those things.. I'm here because I care about you. Because I rather be feeling the hurt of losing you then not to feel anything at all.. because a part of me still loves you but is too broken to come out."
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« Reply #14 on Jun 9, 2009, 1:16pm »

All colour started to drain from Adam’s face as he listened to what Daniel had told Max when she asked if he said anything in the park that night. He stared at Daniel for a minute unsure of what to say in response, especially after what had just happened between him and Max in Central Park.

“Of course she didnt buy it!” he sputtered feeling suddenly sick. “Daniel I never loved Max! I – I dont even think we were dating... I – I dont even know what was happening between us but whatever it – it was it isn’t there anymore... I...” He bit his lip, composing himself from the sudden outburst, kind of upset that Daniel would say something like that to her.

“I... called it off, whatever it was,” he said quietly. “I – I’m not ready to be seeing someone else right now, no matter how many times I – I tell my heart its over between you and me, it wont listen.” He closed his eyes for a second and pushed away his cheese cake a bit, understanding now why she didn’t even bother to say anything to him at the Park. She’d thought... or maybe she didnt think.... that Adam loved her, sure Adam really liked her, most strongest as a friend but nothing really more... He looked up as Daniel continued to speak talking about them now.

“Daniel,” he whispered shaking his head. “I – I was the jerk not you, I – I was too caught up in feeling left behind, forgotten and abandoned to realize that... that’s how you were feeling too and I – I should have stayed by your side no matter how much of a jerk you were to me just to help mend those broken pieces.” He closed his eyes again, listening to Daniel speak about how a part of him still loved him and that it was too broken to come out.

“I – I hate that I hurt you,” he told him, opening his eyes and looking up at him. “I never wanted too Daniel, I never did. If you can believe that.”
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